Butchers

Woman Murders Three Children and Their Pregnant Mother

Woman Charged With Kiling Of Mother And Fetus...

FULL STORY HERE:

EAST ST. LOUIS, Ill. (AP) A judge on Monday ordered a psychological examination for a woman accused of killing a pregnant acquaintance and cutting her fetus from her womb.Prosecutors say she killed Jimella Tunstall, 23, who was about seven months pregnant, and her fetus.

According to authorities, Hall told police she also drowned Tunstall's three children ages 7, 2 and 1, and stuffed them into a washer and dryer at the apartment they shared with their mother. Hall has not been charged in the children's deaths.

What can one say about such a horrendous, sickening, terrible crime? This isn't the only case of suatrocitiesies, far from it in fact! The good die young, that's what they say. People tell me I shouldn't be so depressed all of the time, make comments like, "get over it," when the problem is, I cannot help but feel immersed in these terrors that happen daily all around us. I know I should try arealizeise that since I cannot personally change most, or any of it, that I should try to live my life the best that I can, and seek peace, but how can I when chaos is all around me 24 hours a day? How can I pretend that humanity is evolving for the better, when obviously, we are NOT?! I brought children into this world, and each day, I feel more and more guilt over the horrors that they will have to face in their lives. I feel ashamed that I look around, and know, that if I had known then, what I know now, I would have NEVER had children, would have NEVER forced a child to grow up in this hell! Yes folks, do NOT bury your head in the sand and ignore the obvious, thtrulyely IS hell!! Thetrulyely IS EVIL beings all around us every single day, all of the time, seeking to break, tear, and destroy all that is good, and I cannot becodelusionalnal enough to pretend otherwise. I cry, I cry often, but despite my best wishes, despite my havifoughtght to seek answers to make changes, I have lost hope for humanity as a whole. I feel shattered inside, broken forever more, and wondering around lost in a vicious world where there is no refuge! I don't understand why.

*sigh*

Just my thoughts.

Future Of Humanity...

I haven't posted in awhile, haven't really been up to it. I've been so depressed, sometimes it feels like to much of an effort to even breathe, much less anything else. When I get to where I'm thinking about ending it all, I break down and go to chat to try and keep myself occupied so that I can try and avoid doing the dreaded "Self Injury" thing, since people (my psychiatric medication doctor) tend to freak out so badly when I do it. When I get to chat, a place that has people representing virtually every place in the world in it, I usually end up finding myself filled with even more hopelessness and dread. These people, from all over the world, seem to be filled with so much animosity, hatred, loathing, fear, intolerance, and even cruelty, that many times I just sit and cry as I watch them speaking about how they feel about other human beings, as if they were talking about cockroaches that have infested their homes, with no more compassion or empathy than they would treat a flat tire with. It truly leaves my heart aching to see how little hope that we as a species have, when we have evolved so little in the parts of us that matter so very much, in the parts of us, that in essence, are the very things that make us human beings. People do not see the bigger picture. They don't see how, like a rippling affect when a stone is thrown into the water, everything that we do moves out to touch others around us, and things that those people do reaches out to touch those people around them, and so forth. It seems to be a never ending cycle of bitterness that is destined to swallow us, to devour us whole, if we do not wake-up and make drastic changes soon. People may say that it is my illness that fills me with these feelings of doom, to them I would say, take off those blinders and take a good, hard look at the world in which we live, and what we face in the future is blatantly clear from our past and our present... when you see, you will be as disheartened at what you see as I am. When one loses all hope, what do we have left?