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Today I found out that you were gone, that the pain had become too much, and so you ended it. I told you that we each affect others in ways that we rarely ever even realize, now I live with another scar on my heart, for I have senselessly lost another dear friend to that bastard called death. I hope that he has brought you the peace that you so yearned for sweety. I will miss you more than any mere words can describe.... hopefully, you can see into my heart now, and know what it is that I feel. I want to be mad at you, but I can't. I know all too well how you felt, how much the pain cripples us, how hopeless it all feels. I just wish that you could have let me share the burden, and stayed with us a little longer. I love ya hun.....know that always.
--April
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