Just so exhausted. I cannot fathom that in a world filled with so much overwhelming agony that people still find it fit to live in. There is so much more bad than good...because even those people who are decent turn a blind eye to the suffering of others....which makes them almost as bad as the evil, victimizing bastards who are always out hunting new prey.
Sometimes when i'm driving around, a huge truck would just run my car flat so that the pain would end... but God seems to get pleasure from our suffering.
I feel so alone. Like i'm falling into an abyss. If there is a hell, this is surely it.
--Just_April1974
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