Feel so cold, so scared, so much hurt, so deeply sad, so many tears. I feel like a little girl, without love or protection, alone in the night, a pitch black, moonless night, and all of the monsters are chasing me, I cannot get away from them, i'm too small and weak. I know that they are going to catch me, and when they do, I hope that they kill me quickly, but they wont, because they know, they know what I think, how I feel, so they will make me live, they will torture me in ways that I cannot think about, i'm so scared. My heart is beating like drums in my ears, hard to breathe, getting harder to run, please make it stop, make it all go away, please help me. I beg, but no one will come, no one ever comes. I just need to be held, loved, kept safe from the monsters, but they always get me, and i'm always alone.

Just_April1974