Friday, August 18, 2006

NO! (TRIGGERING)


Eyes squeezed tightly shut, tears flowing freely down frosty feeling cheeks. Body shaking uncontrollably from the frigid weather. Hands groping, touching, slapping, choking, pinching, hitting. Fire, burning, stomach cramping, screaming, tearing inside, forcing its way deeper within me. Fingers inside unmentionable places, pushing, shoving, violating. Screams steal voice away, nothing left to give. Biting into soft flesh, hot, bright red blood streaming out, sliding across white skin. Floating, moving away, watching them. They seem to engulf the girl with their size, much to big for her, squishing her, seeming pushing her into the ground. Her eyebrows furrowed together in pain as the touch her once trusting, naked body, tearing into it like starving animals.
"It is all your fault! You deserve it! YOU are bad! You abandoned me, now you must suffer! You betrayed me! All that I wanted was to show you what love felt like, and you shunned me, now I will show you what you deserve! YOU MADE ME DO THIS! YOU are a SLUT! A whore! You cannot play with someone's mind and not get punish," he yells at her. She cringes. Crying, apologizing, begging him to forgive her, begging him to stop hurting her. He turns her over onto her stomach, shoving his manliness into that tiny place that she cannot say. The pain is so great that she vomits. So many tears that she cannot see, dirt caking up all over her face. Hands numb and cold from the ropes. The woman lays down in front of her face, legs spread wide, orders her to stick her tongue out, she refuses. The man stops moving, suddenly a warm, slightly burning feeling begins to sting her arm, he sliced into her skin with the knife, tells her to mind, or he would cut her back until she did. She tries and throws-up again. The woman stands and kicks her in her side as he is shoving himself into her, she cannot breathe, coughing, fighting to get her breath back.
Over and over, it never stops, in her mind they never stop hurting her. Too much pain, too much torment, too much for anyone to bear, just too damn much!

*Crying*

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