Well, it's the middle of the holidays, when most people are all happy, content, joyous, and celebrating. It's a time when most people feel a sense of togetherness and belonging, but all I can feel is dread, loneliness, and hopelessness. If I weren't in so much pain, I would feel an emptyness that feels as if one is looking into a pit of blackness; a dark, empty obyss. I am constantly in termoil, not knowing if I should scream or just sob. It is so exhausting, I am so damn tired. I just don't know what to do anymore.
Just my thoughts.
--Just.... me
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Hun, wish you were closer to me. And hun dont feel alone you arent the holidays have somehow bacame a vert stressful time for quiet a few of us. Know that always you are in my heart and my thoughts
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