Why People Commit Suicide...

People kill themselves when they have little or no support, and the level of their pain and stress is higher than they are capable of coping with. Just when it seems like I am getting close to being alright, all shit hits the fan and what can go wrong, DOES GO WRONG!!! I've had to live with my parents for two years, i've struggled to get ahead, to but my kids decent clothes and things that kids their ages NEED, i've clawed my way to trying to pay off a five thousand dollar car so I would have something dependable and somewhat decent to drive, and just when I think I can start to buy things for me to move out and get myself and my children our own place to live, EVERYTHING falls apart!!! Some ASSHOLE breaks the window out on my car, then some ASSHOLE spray paints graffiti all over it, then the alternator goes out; and if all of that wasn't bad enough, me and my dad gets into a giant fight because even after four days of busting my ass trying to feed his lawn and plants, weed and prune all of his trees and roses, go to the supply store 15 fucking times to but faucet parts and parts for the toilet because EVERY damn thing was leaking, he didnt use the toilet parts...waste of money, he didn't like them, he used a damn can to keep the water spraying into the toilet instead of on the floor cause the parts i got didn't meet his standards. I got plants for him, outside faucet parts cause those leaked too, all that I could do to try and please him, and he jumps my shit, calls me a crazy cunt, etc., ect., because I DARED to jump his ass for calling me ignorant and stupid and allow him to yell at me because after the 15th trip to the supply store in four days for HIS shit, I baught the wrong faucet for the kitchen, so i'm just a no good, waste of oxygen, insane cunt!!!!! THEN, if hell hasn't been hot enough, the god damn engine block in my car is throwing water out of my car, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKING GOD DAMN IT, I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEE LIFE!!! THAT is why people kill themselves. Did I say that I hate life? *SCREAMS!!!*