My oldest daughter will be moving out very soon, which leaves only my youngest girl, (15) left living at home. With my two oldest kids gone, I find myself wondering what I have left to live for. I feel so very lost, alone. My children have always been my sole reason for living, and without them to focus on, to make the pain worthy of something, I don't know what I'll do. I'm 37 years old, disabled, and no one will hire someone like me for a job, so what do I have left? I don't know. I feel like my life has been so much in vain. I can only hope that I've given my children enough lessons so that they can have everything in life that I have never experienced. There just doesn't seem to be any hope, and I have no idea what to do. *shrugs*
*Just my thoughts*
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