******************************************************************************************************Suicide seems so preferable to all of this chaos. The pain is too much to cope with, and people just cannot understand that. My heart always feels like it has been filled with lead, so heavy it aches. I need to scream, to cry, to beat something until I am too exhausted to move, but i'm too exhausted to do it anyway. Besides, having no support, no one who cares, all of that would make no difference, doesn't alleviate any of the hurt. It all feels so damn hopeless. Fight and fight constantly for something better, for even a small break from it all, to no avail. I'm just so sick of it all, and there seems to be no way to change it, no way out of it. *sigh* So much hatred, and people wonder why some people decide to take their own lives, it is because of the cold, callousness of humanity these days, people just don't care anymore. Oh, they claim that they do, they even convince themselves that they do, but actions speak volumes. So tell me, what is the point?
Just...... Me
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