I Am Depressed....

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I'm so damned depressed. If it can go wrong, it will go wrong, usually all at once, so as to drive you to utter insanity. I'm so sick of it. My heart feels like it weighs a ton in my chest; it's so heavy it is hard to breath and I don't feel like I can breathe enough to even try and rest. I cry constantly. I look like a fool when I am outside watering my yard with tears just pooring down my face. I HATE life, it's too hard, and the rewards are too and far between, and just a tease to keep us to going through hell. I'm so tired, life is too hard. I just don't know what else to say.... the pain is far too much...more than anyone should have to bear.

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--April

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