~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I envy you in so many ways. You did what i've wanted....no, needed to do for so long...while i'm stuck in this hell hole for at least a short time longer, your pain is gone. So many have only had more pain added....hearts shredded, by having lost you. So much loneliness....the pain never eases, it just seems to grow deeper as the years pass. I've cried an ocean of tears...and it hasn't eased the torture one tiny bit. I'm so exhausted. It feels like my bones even hurt. I'm sick of it. It is all just a losing battle.... the earth becoming more cruel and brutal with each breath, nothing ever gets any better. But then...you'd already figured that out and managed to escape before any of us could talk you into staying. *sighs* At least one of us can finally have some peace. Know that we are thinking of you always darlin.
--April
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